Am I devious?

I won't lie...I do go online and snoop, looking for information.  I don't do it often, but every now and then curiousity gets the best of me.

My latest session revealed something quite interesting.

In due time, I will give you some background about who Mr. Big and I are and how we are in this current predicament, but for right now, I'd like to focus on the present and getting myself to a place of peace and calm.

I found some pictures online from Mr. Big's gym in his hometown.  The pictures were taken in September, 2010 and one in particular is of his "wife" on some machine and him standing behind her.  The caption reads "Abbi being supported by her hubby".

Funny thing is, in September, Mr. Big and I were sleeping together.  And according to him, at that time, he was "barely" speaking to her and not really seeing her at all.  My, how a picture is worth 1000 lies. 

And after September, as we were continuing to sleep together, he supposedly had a very long, in depth talk with Abbi, and they decided that it was worth it to give their "marriage" a shot.  This conversation supposedly took place the weekend before he left for Europe for a business trip.  The Monday evening, while he was in Paris, he proceeded to get completely naked and jerk off on a web cam in front of me...two days after this very personal, life changing discussion.

And the day before Thanksgiving, 2010, he came to my home to give me a very expensive birthday gift, walked through my front door and crawled into bed with me.

My, how he loves her.