I told him, when you and I were supposed to be hanging out and getting to know each other and having fun together, you were completely caught up and being taken down by your addictions. And because that was consuming your life, we never took the time to really figure out what the heck is here.
Obviously, there is an incredibly intense, emotional sex life, but in any normal situation, two people who are attracted to each other hang out, see what they have in common and see what happens.
But we had a physical relationship and that was it. And I'm angry with myself because I don't let people walk all over me and I stick up for myself. But for all these years, I was so afraid of pushing his buttons in the wrong way and I was so scared of losing him, that I became this meek, timid person who let herself become completely miserable because of this man.
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