One thing I did realize during our argument was that he associates me with the bad things in his past.
I was the one who was there when he hit rock bottom and the entire time he was getting to rock bottom. And while I in no way, shape or form contributed to his drug addiction, alcohol addiction, etc, I was the one that was there the entire time.
And that scares me. I thought I was a good person in his life and I thought I was doing the right things and trying to help but I'm not sure if he sees it that way.
I'm afraid that he will always see me as the girl that was a part of his life during the reckless times and never truly realize how much I care about him and how desperately I want this to be something amazing and wonderful.
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