Swirling

And obviously he and I have no clue what's going to happen here.  I told him, I am completely open to whatever because neither of us have any idea what the world has in store for us.

I could walk outside and get hit by a bus for christsake.  Or Jesus H Christ as Mr. Big would say!

I see this going one of three ways.  Mr. Big and I become friends, we become even greater lovers and have a fantastic relationship or our road ends.  And I told him, I am okay with any of those scenarios if we take the time to figure this out.  I can't predict the future and neither can he.

But the question still swirling in my head is, does this make me a bad person if I stay and do this?