My Turn

I can't even begin to describe how I feel right now.  I am walking around numb.

One minute I want to show up at his door and tell everyone in his life exactly who he is and the next I feel bad for him.  I pity him.

This bitch has him by the balls for 18 years now.

And I'm sitting here wondering, how is it that people like Abbi, who manipulate and lie and cheat and force people into doing things they don't want manage to get exactly what they want in life with no consequences and people like me, who genuninely care about people and have been nothing but good to Mr. Big for all these years, how is it that I get completely fucked over?

When is it my turn for something good to happen to me?  When is it my turn?