I just don't know what to do anymore. Part of me thinks it would all be so much easier if I just told lovely little Abbi the truth and told her what he's doing behind her back and the other part of me knows she doesn't deserve that respect.
I'm really not a bad person and I don't wish this on anyone. During our argument, Mr. Big asked if I would take all of this back. And my response was no, I wouldn't. Because at the end of the day, I'm learning so much about myself and what I need from all of this.
When he left here a few weeks ago, I thought we were on the same page. Hang out, whatever happens, happens. Life will allow us to become friends, we will become greater lovers or our road will end.
Pretty simple.
But yet, getting there is a very hard thing to do.
And I don't know if I owe it to Abbi to tell her the truth or if the bitch is getting everything she deserves.
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