Letter to Abbi

I wrote her a letter...

Hi Abbi,

You don't know me personally, and I'm sure this letter is very unexpected.

The truth is, I've been trying to figure out what's the right thing to do in this situation.

I'm not who Mr. Big told you I am. He has been and still is being unfaithful to you.  From the minute you met him, I've been a part of his life. 

We've been in a physical relationship with each other for many years, and this goes beyond a few "drunk hook-up's", like he said.

I don't want to get into details because this isn't the appropriate time or place, but if you'd like to have a real conversation with me, I'd be willing to speak to you.

I'm sorry for the hurt and pain I've already caused and I'm sorry its taken me this long to be honest.  I don't want to lose him, but this situation is weighing very heavily on me, and I know, that if I were in your shoes, I'd want to know the truth.

Again, I'm so very sorry and I wish things weren't this way.

Now the million dollar question...do I send it?