For all his flaws, at least Mr. Big isn't a complete douche bag...in the douche bag sense that these guys I'm meeting are.
I like arrogant and cocky and athletic so I understand that it's hard to find the right mix of those qualities and that the majority of them are going to be like yesterday's date, however, Mr. Big really is the right mix.
Even though things SUCK right now and we are on the brink of completely walking away from each other, that chemistry and that connection doesn't just disappear.
So what do I do? I'm learning that I am still closed off even though I'm out there meeting people, but if the people I'm meeting aren't worth more than an hour of my time, why shouldn't I stick around to see if Mr. Big and I can work through this...
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