Is it possible to be someone's friend when they've hurt you this much? Is it possible to push all of my anger, my fears, my hurt aside because in the grand scheme of things, Mr. Big's healing and Mr. Big's recovery are more important?
Does he know how much it hurts me to know that every single day, when we say good-bye or good-night, I cry when I think about him going to his house and that gold digging whore is there, waiting for him? That the thought of her makes me violent with rage and that I want to hurt her.
Does he have any idea how much he truly hurt me?
Can I push this aside for him? Because I know that he needs friends and he needs support and he needs good people in his life right now?
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