So when he was here, we were very playful. I realized just how much and why I care about him.
He makes me laugh, for hours on end. The chemistry is undeniable and it's obvious.
He did get little um, excited, which for him is very hard to hide. He has a gift and it's a very large one.
I behaved myself. Wore a cute little shirt from his alma mater and a pair of ripped jeans. No bra of course. It was chilly and he loves my breasts!
We touched a lot and goofed around but I'm so cautious about being physical with him. I'm not a home wrecking whore. And I suppose I could justify that by saying that the home is and has always been wrecked, but nonetheless, he isn't divorced yet. And I think he should take some responsibility. Shouldn't he make the ultimate move?
Why should I be the temptress and risk ticking him off and him blaming it on me? Shouldn't he be the first to break?
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