Mr. Big and I talk, every single day. We talk about everything and have decided for the time being that we are going to take some time and try to get to know one another.
The chemistry we share and the physical attraction we share is like nothing I've ever experienced before.
When we are in public, people comment on how great we are together. A bartendar once asked us if she could hang out with us because we were having "so much fun and are such a great couple". 9 times out of 10, people make comments and the energy and the connection we share is undeniable.
Unfortunately, at this point, there is not a shred of trust left. He's admitted that he has feelings for me, cares about me and wants me in his life.
But how can I stay in his life if he's unwilling to divorce someone who did him so wrong and doesn't have his best interest at heart, all so he can repair an image?
I know I'm worth so much more than this, but how do you just walk away from that type of connection with someone?
I'm afraid I'm never going to find someone who I can connect with on that level ever again.
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